Struggling

I am writing right now because what I really want to do is eat some of the broccoli cheese noodles I made for my son for lunch. I have no desire to eat anything that I am "allowed" to eat. This is the first time this has really happened to me. I am forcing myself to eat the chicken and cabbage soup I created. Yum! I know this feeling will pass. And, when I step on the scale in the morning and see a loss, I will be so glad I didn't cave in and eat the stupid noodles.